irreparable

I never wanted the world
I didn't ask for the stars
I only ever wanted to lie in your arms
to feel your heartbeat
to hear your voice
to be close to you-that was my choice
but you wanted perfection
something I couldn't give
you wanted a utopia that I couldn't live
and we crumbled, eroded
damaged, decayed
a deserted ship-abandoned, betrayed
and as we fell apart
broken beyond repair
I look to my right and wish you were there